Weather: Cloudy, 2°C
Hubby jus called me...say it was snowing lightly at his office area...i got so excited dat i nearly trip myself while climbing the stairs to get outside the house...since i have never seen snow in my entire life...! to my disappointment...its not snowing here...bt its freezing cold out there man...
well...i shall wait den...since weather is turning cold ald...i guess when winter comes...it will get so cold dat i hate snow... haha!
long time no blog...busy with settling the car and insurance stuffs...so tiring man...hope can settle everything within this week...den my life will get back to normal...
now i cant tahan travelling in the car for too long...will get kinda restless and sleepy...but i wanna accompany hubby while he is driving...so i cant sleep! den i jus eat n eat lor...
last nite hubby told me his boss will send him to Airdrie for a 6 week project...damn! is there a better time for dat?! i'm so worried when baby comes...hubby cant be with me...so sad... :(
next year if hubby have a chance to take up the Toronto project...i want to go also!!!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Feel so so so miserable...
Lately i can never find a comfy position...be it sitting on the sofa...or lying on the bed...my back is always aching...and even bathing is a chore for me...though hubby is so sweet and offered to shower me...but...i feel so unattractive nw...
Esp last nite...felt a sharp pain all over my lower abs...as if baby is pushing my muscles outwards with all his strength...at first i tot it was a crampy feeling...really scared the shit outta me...
Baby cant be ready to be born nw...! im jus tinking too much...
Always have dreams that baby is born already...n caring for baby dun seems as difficult as i tot it would be...well...im dreaming...i know...bt still i'm looking forward to the transition period of me from a lazy, childish and sloppy person to a dilligent and responsible mother...
At the same time...i hope i can still play the role of a wife to my dearest man...bt well...he'll understand...afterall...baby is the fruit of our love....(silly smile~~~)
Esp last nite...felt a sharp pain all over my lower abs...as if baby is pushing my muscles outwards with all his strength...at first i tot it was a crampy feeling...really scared the shit outta me...
Baby cant be ready to be born nw...! im jus tinking too much...
Always have dreams that baby is born already...n caring for baby dun seems as difficult as i tot it would be...well...im dreaming...i know...bt still i'm looking forward to the transition period of me from a lazy, childish and sloppy person to a dilligent and responsible mother...
At the same time...i hope i can still play the role of a wife to my dearest man...bt well...he'll understand...afterall...baby is the fruit of our love....(silly smile~~~)
Monday, September 10, 2007
Early Morning Blog...
Yawnz...~~~ :o
Slept @ 3 AM last nite...tiz morning kena woken up by a call from my auto insurance agent @ 7.30 AM...sickening...now cant get back to sleep liao coz my tummy growling though i AM sleepy...
Anyway i'm in a good mood...so i can do away with some sleep...
Jus read an email from my Mummy...sent an hr ago...she has confirmed that she will be coming to visit me during my confinement month...with another fren too...Thank GOD for them! I oli ask for help...He gives me helpx2 ! With 2 extra pair of helping hands, i'm sure i can pull through the first few weeks with baby around and restore my own health...
This is the power of prayer...with FAITH...GOD ALWAYS exceeds our expectations...yet we ALWAYS fail to meet HIS...but HE still LOVES us...so we should NEVER STOP trusting...
Though my mum and i were not always on the close end of the relationship...though we do not communicate as often and as well as i hope we can...but after all...she is my mum...who also went thru wat im going thru nw to have me...so i guess ONLY she is willing to put down everything on her hands now and travel so far jus to be with me during the most important time of my life...its really touching to feel her great motherly love for me...which i always tink its never there...but jus becoz she dun show it...does not mean she dun feel dat way for me...
I think i'm jus being shelfish...coz i also do not show my love for her too...and yet have expectations of her...now that i'm going to be a mother too, i finally understand my own mother...n how it has not been easy for her ALL these years...afterall when she had me, it was her first time as a mother...how well u tink she can perform?!
Now i also have to juggle the roles of a daughter...a wife...a mother...a daughter-in-law...a granddaughter...a niece...an older sister...its really not easy to perform all roles well...So i continuously seek GOD's guidance and wisdom...hoping i can perform better than my own mum...
I can proudly and confidently say i have a better husband than my mum...n I'm really glad and contented that i have such a good husband...he takes care of me and always put me before himself...always leave the good food to me and cant bear to eat them himself...how many man out there are willing to cook everyday for their wife who is not working and staying hm? He also never force me to learn unlike my past ex bfs...or rather when i want him to teach me the roles, he jus shush me away say " u learn for wat?! wait u scald and cut urself...i'm more busy eh..."
well...it actually sounds romantic to me though...coz i know he has my interests at heart...he knows i hate handling raw foods and standing in front of the fire...
I wish there is a way to tell him how much i appreciate him...how much i love him...
how lucky i feel...though there are times we quarrel, bt those were constructive...it jus made us understand each other better...
Slept @ 3 AM last nite...tiz morning kena woken up by a call from my auto insurance agent @ 7.30 AM...sickening...now cant get back to sleep liao coz my tummy growling though i AM sleepy...
Anyway i'm in a good mood...so i can do away with some sleep...
Jus read an email from my Mummy...sent an hr ago...she has confirmed that she will be coming to visit me during my confinement month...with another fren too...Thank GOD for them! I oli ask for help...He gives me helpx2 ! With 2 extra pair of helping hands, i'm sure i can pull through the first few weeks with baby around and restore my own health...
This is the power of prayer...with FAITH...GOD ALWAYS exceeds our expectations...yet we ALWAYS fail to meet HIS...but HE still LOVES us...so we should NEVER STOP trusting...
Though my mum and i were not always on the close end of the relationship...though we do not communicate as often and as well as i hope we can...but after all...she is my mum...who also went thru wat im going thru nw to have me...so i guess ONLY she is willing to put down everything on her hands now and travel so far jus to be with me during the most important time of my life...its really touching to feel her great motherly love for me...which i always tink its never there...but jus becoz she dun show it...does not mean she dun feel dat way for me...
I think i'm jus being shelfish...coz i also do not show my love for her too...and yet have expectations of her...now that i'm going to be a mother too, i finally understand my own mother...n how it has not been easy for her ALL these years...afterall when she had me, it was her first time as a mother...how well u tink she can perform?!
Now i also have to juggle the roles of a daughter...a wife...a mother...a daughter-in-law...a granddaughter...a niece...an older sister...its really not easy to perform all roles well...So i continuously seek GOD's guidance and wisdom...hoping i can perform better than my own mum...
I can proudly and confidently say i have a better husband than my mum...n I'm really glad and contented that i have such a good husband...he takes care of me and always put me before himself...always leave the good food to me and cant bear to eat them himself...how many man out there are willing to cook everyday for their wife who is not working and staying hm? He also never force me to learn unlike my past ex bfs...or rather when i want him to teach me the roles, he jus shush me away say " u learn for wat?! wait u scald and cut urself...i'm more busy eh..."
well...it actually sounds romantic to me though...coz i know he has my interests at heart...he knows i hate handling raw foods and standing in front of the fire...
I wish there is a way to tell him how much i appreciate him...how much i love him...
how lucky i feel...though there are times we quarrel, bt those were constructive...it jus made us understand each other better...
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Cold and Boring Day... ~~~
Woke up tiz morning...seeing no sun and dark skies...makes me feel so gloomy...
Worst still...had a bad back ache thru out the nite...cant sleep well...sickening hubby...sleep like PIG! cant even wake him up to massage for me...luckily i have granny's ointment...the cooling effect manage to soothe my poor back...
So handicap without the car...gotta stay home tiz weeked liao...sianz...
Luckily there is a supermarket nearby...but have to walk there in the cold weather...sianzx2...
Last nite called my beloved LJ...wishing her happy birthday...i'm so happy to hear her voice...its been a long time we chatted on skype...well...understand she's very bz with work...poor gal...gotta work on her birthday...n away from home in Muar...bt still...at least she have a few nice colleagues to celebrate with her...anyway, im sure i made her day with my call...hehe...!
Kinda envy her oso...having a progressive career...n a nice boss...wonder when i can be back to the workforce after having baby...miss working...bt well...its nice to be hm too...
At least dun have to see other pple's "face color"...
Everyday...i can feel my tummy getting harder and harder...baby's kicks seems stronger n stronger...sometimes it hurts as he pushes against my stomach muscles...
But still, its a wonderful feeling that is a priviledge to all mothers...really amazing to have a life within me...
No matter how much informatinon i read...i still fear the labor process...its seems easy yet complicated...i can already visualize myself with the baby crying at the top of his lungs...
and i'm flipping reference books looking for a solution...i cant let dat happen rite?!?!
Poor boy...
Worst still...had a bad back ache thru out the nite...cant sleep well...sickening hubby...sleep like PIG! cant even wake him up to massage for me...luckily i have granny's ointment...the cooling effect manage to soothe my poor back...
So handicap without the car...gotta stay home tiz weeked liao...sianz...
Luckily there is a supermarket nearby...but have to walk there in the cold weather...sianzx2...
Last nite called my beloved LJ...wishing her happy birthday...i'm so happy to hear her voice...its been a long time we chatted on skype...well...understand she's very bz with work...poor gal...gotta work on her birthday...n away from home in Muar...bt still...at least she have a few nice colleagues to celebrate with her...anyway, im sure i made her day with my call...hehe...!
Kinda envy her oso...having a progressive career...n a nice boss...wonder when i can be back to the workforce after having baby...miss working...bt well...its nice to be hm too...
At least dun have to see other pple's "face color"...
Everyday...i can feel my tummy getting harder and harder...baby's kicks seems stronger n stronger...sometimes it hurts as he pushes against my stomach muscles...
But still, its a wonderful feeling that is a priviledge to all mothers...really amazing to have a life within me...
No matter how much informatinon i read...i still fear the labor process...its seems easy yet complicated...i can already visualize myself with the baby crying at the top of his lungs...
and i'm flipping reference books looking for a solution...i cant let dat happen rite?!?!
Poor boy...
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
10 more weeks ! 70 more days !
Every week i will receive an email from Baby Center counting down to my due date...
Oli left with 10 weeks to cuddle baby ding...! :P And i haven decided on his name yet! OMG!
Everyday seems to pass on so fast...there seems to be more and more to do...and i feel lost!?!?!
As motherhood draws closer to me...i cant help but feel the pressure...i'm still a child...how do i be a mother? It dawn on me that it has not been easy for my OWN mother all these years too...
Since i'm not an academic kid since young...always getting into trouble...do tings without proper planning...lazy and vain...always tink about the shortcuts in life...which has resulted me in going thru so much unnecessary paths...which my mum DID warn me about...but still, i grew from these experiences...
Now is my turn...can i do a better job? or will i do a worse job? no one knows for sure now...
Time will tell...i jus pray for guidance and wisdom from GOD...
No matter how, i still look forward to the arrival of my baby...coz he is the only thing i OWN in this world...n i do cherish him...as much as the other love of my life...Mr Ding...
Oli left with 10 weeks to cuddle baby ding...! :P And i haven decided on his name yet! OMG!
Everyday seems to pass on so fast...there seems to be more and more to do...and i feel lost!?!?!
As motherhood draws closer to me...i cant help but feel the pressure...i'm still a child...how do i be a mother? It dawn on me that it has not been easy for my OWN mother all these years too...
Since i'm not an academic kid since young...always getting into trouble...do tings without proper planning...lazy and vain...always tink about the shortcuts in life...which has resulted me in going thru so much unnecessary paths...which my mum DID warn me about...but still, i grew from these experiences...
Now is my turn...can i do a better job? or will i do a worse job? no one knows for sure now...
Time will tell...i jus pray for guidance and wisdom from GOD...
No matter how, i still look forward to the arrival of my baby...coz he is the only thing i OWN in this world...n i do cherish him...as much as the other love of my life...Mr Ding...
Outing with Rita...
Sometime in June...met up with hubby's fren Rita from Edmonton...She came to Calgary with some frens over the long weekend for leisure...
Haiz...when can i also go to Edmonton...which is only 3 hrs drive away...
Since then...it has been 2 months that i really enjoyed myself here...everytime we go out...its always to the supermarkets for replenishment of groceries and home supplies...
Well...there were a few times hubby bring me to shopping malls...bt still...different...
missed the entertainment back in SIN...movies wih frens, chats at cafe, KTV, nightspots, beach...argh....~~~
Back to reality...i still had fun anyway...we had dinner at a Korean restaurant...followed by walk by the Bow River...den went to downtown for drinks at a Jazz Pub...quite good though....
Different lifestyle here...not bad to have a change for awhile too...
Below is pic of The Bow River, 623 kilometres in length, flows through Banff National Park, one of the most famous and most visited nature reserves in the world. It forms the heart of the city of Calgary, home to one million people and the commercial and cultural centre of southern Alberta. Its currents are rocky and fast flowing...
Stephen Ave @ Downtown
Haiz...when can i also go to Edmonton...which is only 3 hrs drive away...
Since then...it has been 2 months that i really enjoyed myself here...everytime we go out...its always to the supermarkets for replenishment of groceries and home supplies...
Well...there were a few times hubby bring me to shopping malls...bt still...different...
missed the entertainment back in SIN...movies wih frens, chats at cafe, KTV, nightspots, beach...argh....~~~
Back to reality...i still had fun anyway...we had dinner at a Korean restaurant...followed by walk by the Bow River...den went to downtown for drinks at a Jazz Pub...quite good though....
Different lifestyle here...not bad to have a change for awhile too...
Below is pic of The Bow River, 623 kilometres in length, flows through Banff National Park, one of the most famous and most visited nature reserves in the world. It forms the heart of the city of Calgary, home to one million people and the commercial and cultural centre of southern Alberta. Its currents are rocky and fast flowing...
Rita, hubby and me!
At the Jazz Pub
Map of Downtown Calgary
Stephen Ave @ Downtown
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