Woke up tiz morning...seeing no sun and dark skies...makes me feel so gloomy...
Worst still...had a bad back ache thru out the nite...cant sleep well...sickening hubby...sleep like PIG! cant even wake him up to massage for me...luckily i have granny's ointment...the cooling effect manage to soothe my poor back...
So handicap without the car...gotta stay home tiz weeked liao...sianz...
Luckily there is a supermarket nearby...but have to walk there in the cold weather...sianzx2...
Last nite called my beloved LJ...wishing her happy birthday...i'm so happy to hear her voice...its been a long time we chatted on skype...well...understand she's very bz with work...poor gal...gotta work on her birthday...n away from home in Muar...bt still...at least she have a few nice colleagues to celebrate with her...anyway, im sure i made her day with my call...hehe...!
Kinda envy her oso...having a progressive career...n a nice boss...wonder when i can be back to the workforce after having baby...miss working...bt well...its nice to be hm too...
At least dun have to see other pple's "face color"...
Everyday...i can feel my tummy getting harder and harder...baby's kicks seems stronger n stronger...sometimes it hurts as he pushes against my stomach muscles...
But still, its a wonderful feeling that is a priviledge to all mothers...really amazing to have a life within me...
No matter how much informatinon i read...i still fear the labor process...its seems easy yet complicated...i can already visualize myself with the baby crying at the top of his lungs...
and i'm flipping reference books looking for a solution...i cant let dat happen rite?!?!
Poor boy...
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