Every week i will receive an email from Baby Center counting down to my due date...
Oli left with 10 weeks to cuddle baby ding...! :P And i haven decided on his name yet! OMG!
Everyday seems to pass on so fast...there seems to be more and more to do...and i feel lost!?!?!
As motherhood draws closer to me...i cant help but feel the pressure...i'm still a child...how do i be a mother? It dawn on me that it has not been easy for my OWN mother all these years too...
Since i'm not an academic kid since young...always getting into trouble...do tings without proper planning...lazy and vain...always tink about the shortcuts in life...which has resulted me in going thru so much unnecessary paths...which my mum DID warn me about...but still, i grew from these experiences...
Now is my turn...can i do a better job? or will i do a worse job? no one knows for sure now...
Time will tell...i jus pray for guidance and wisdom from GOD...
No matter how, i still look forward to the arrival of my baby...coz he is the only thing i OWN in this world...n i do cherish him...as much as the other love of my life...Mr Ding...
Oli left with 10 weeks to cuddle baby ding...! :P And i haven decided on his name yet! OMG!
Everyday seems to pass on so fast...there seems to be more and more to do...and i feel lost!?!?!
As motherhood draws closer to me...i cant help but feel the pressure...i'm still a child...how do i be a mother? It dawn on me that it has not been easy for my OWN mother all these years too...
Since i'm not an academic kid since young...always getting into trouble...do tings without proper planning...lazy and vain...always tink about the shortcuts in life...which has resulted me in going thru so much unnecessary paths...which my mum DID warn me about...but still, i grew from these experiences...
Now is my turn...can i do a better job? or will i do a worse job? no one knows for sure now...
Time will tell...i jus pray for guidance and wisdom from GOD...
No matter how, i still look forward to the arrival of my baby...coz he is the only thing i OWN in this world...n i do cherish him...as much as the other love of my life...Mr Ding...
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