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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Never been SOOOOOO angry....!

It was supposed to be a fun day to Gymboree today...like any other Thursday...
After preparing lunch for Darius to bring out...i went to get ready and get dressed...
as usual Darius is watching Disney channel...

went to living room to check on him...and to my horror! he was messing with my lappy and pulling the keys out! i tried to stay cool and yank him away...he also knows he is in trouble and run off to his play room...after fixing for 10 mins...i went to get him dressed...
but to another horror !!! i saw his mega blocks and a tv control in the toilet bowl...!
WTF! another blow and i cant stay cool this time...!
i snap and shouted at him! put him time-out in the bed room and slam the door closed!
as much as i love him...at the peak of my anger now i cant face him...! i might do things i will regret...so i decided to release thru my blog...which i have neglected for months...

now...dun even have the mood to bring him out...
i know its partly my fault too...i shd have watched him...i shd have closed the toilet bowl cover...
i shd have closed my lappy when im done....
but there is jus soooo much u can do with a pair of hands and a pair of eyes...
cant be at 2 places at one time...
after calming down...i understand children learn thru making mistakes...
everyone does...
i guess im more angry with the fact i cant bring him out to his fav Gymboree and seeing him have fun...

he did not cry when i scold him...so i guess he knows he is in trouble and hopefully...
learn from this mistake...

1 comment:

~An9eL~ said...

hello there...blog-hopped over to yours

i suppose a bit of discipline is always good for children. Don't be too hard on yourself for neglecting some details like forgetting to turn off your laptop yeah, after all you DO only have a pair of eyes and hands only...