It snowed heavily again on Sat nite...I woke up to a beautifully white Sunday morning...the snow on the ground was almost 2 inches thick! Changed to long pants and put on my coat...went outside to satisfy my "sua ku - ness"...hehe...Saw hubby shoving snow away from the pavement coz he's afraid i will slip n fall...awww...so sweet...bt i step onto the grass to "play" and made foot prints on the snow...only to get scolding from him...hee...
The car was covered in snow...like icing on a piece of blackforest cake...yummy...! So hubby have to brush the snow off the car too...looks fun! so i also tried but instead, i shove the snow flakes towards him! haha...so fun...! end up we were making snow balls and throwing at each other...chasing ard the car...so fun! dat was my first time playing with real snow...!
How i wish my beloved sista can b here with me...i remember when i was 16, mum brought us to korea for holiday...bt the snow at the ski resort was partially man made snow...but still we both had fun throwing snow at each other... :P
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Playing the Waiting Game...
After experiencing an hour of painful contractions last Wed...i managed to have a few peaceful days until yesterday when i was out shopping for TV with hubby...contractions came! Made me no mood for browsing...in the end we did not buy anything...
After braving the cold wind and getting into the car...nice and warm...it subsided and i felt better...upon reaching home contractions attack me again...lie in bed for awhile and it subsided...
Baby...hang in there okie...? Grandma will be here soon...
As i'm blogging now...i ald experience contractions twice...! Knowing the fact dat i only need to play another week of waiting game...im really nervous and excited...at the same time worried...
He has been part of me for the past 39 weeks...can i handle him as an individual? will he dislike me? can we bond? how does he look like? so much to think about...
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Never enough...
Everyday looking at baby's crib...playing with his mobile...it always occurred to me dat am i missing some things? should i get more hats? more blankets? more clothes? more diapers? more toys? mayb coz i feel bad dat some stuffs are hand-me-downs...though many people say babies grow very fast...dun need to buy so many new clothes...they outgrow b4 they wear each piece for 10 times...but its natural dat every parents want the best for their child...
Since i'm not working now...i cant afford the best toys or clothes for him now...but i'm sure i will make it up to him in future...i believe providing him a loving family to grow up is more important than materials...i rather save up for his education and bring him for holidays than buying him new baby clothes which he dun even know if they are new or old...as long as they keep him warm n comfy...
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Sorry hubby...i love u...
Last night...i caused hubby to drop his pc and now he has to reformat everything...all his data were gone! i feel so bad...y did i threw temper at him? he did nothing wrong! y cant i learn self control? y must i flare up at such a petty issue? y m i so rash? y m i still so childish!? i hate myself! I have such bad character...yet GOD blessed me with such a good husband...do i deserve him? i duno...but i'm sure he dun deserve such a wilful wife like me...i must change! but how...? i know if this go on for years...he will surely lose his patience with me...mayb i should sign up for anger management class...
I hope tiz is due to hormonal imbalance in me like my sista said since i'm preggy...after my body resumes to normal operation...hope everyting will improve...
But still...i really appreciate his patience with me...
The car was covered in snow...like icing on a piece of blackforest cake...yummy...! So hubby have to brush the snow off the car too...looks fun! so i also tried but instead, i shove the snow flakes towards him! haha...so fun...! end up we were making snow balls and throwing at each other...chasing ard the car...so fun! dat was my first time playing with real snow...!
How i wish my beloved sista can b here with me...i remember when i was 16, mum brought us to korea for holiday...bt the snow at the ski resort was partially man made snow...but still we both had fun throwing snow at each other... :P
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Playing the Waiting Game...
After experiencing an hour of painful contractions last Wed...i managed to have a few peaceful days until yesterday when i was out shopping for TV with hubby...contractions came! Made me no mood for browsing...in the end we did not buy anything...
After braving the cold wind and getting into the car...nice and warm...it subsided and i felt better...upon reaching home contractions attack me again...lie in bed for awhile and it subsided...
Baby...hang in there okie...? Grandma will be here soon...
As i'm blogging now...i ald experience contractions twice...! Knowing the fact dat i only need to play another week of waiting game...im really nervous and excited...at the same time worried...
He has been part of me for the past 39 weeks...can i handle him as an individual? will he dislike me? can we bond? how does he look like? so much to think about...
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Never enough...
Everyday looking at baby's crib...playing with his mobile...it always occurred to me dat am i missing some things? should i get more hats? more blankets? more clothes? more diapers? more toys? mayb coz i feel bad dat some stuffs are hand-me-downs...though many people say babies grow very fast...dun need to buy so many new clothes...they outgrow b4 they wear each piece for 10 times...but its natural dat every parents want the best for their child... Since i'm not working now...i cant afford the best toys or clothes for him now...but i'm sure i will make it up to him in future...i believe providing him a loving family to grow up is more important than materials...i rather save up for his education and bring him for holidays than buying him new baby clothes which he dun even know if they are new or old...as long as they keep him warm n comfy...
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Sorry hubby...i love u...
Last night...i caused hubby to drop his pc and now he has to reformat everything...all his data were gone! i feel so bad...y did i threw temper at him? he did nothing wrong! y cant i learn self control? y must i flare up at such a petty issue? y m i so rash? y m i still so childish!? i hate myself! I have such bad character...yet GOD blessed me with such a good husband...do i deserve him? i duno...but i'm sure he dun deserve such a wilful wife like me...i must change! but how...? i know if this go on for years...he will surely lose his patience with me...mayb i should sign up for anger management class...
I hope tiz is due to hormonal imbalance in me like my sista said since i'm preggy...after my body resumes to normal operation...hope everyting will improve...
But still...i really appreciate his patience with me...
When i'm hungry...he cooks for me...
When i'm tired...he lends me a shoulder to lay on...
When i throw tantrums...he patiently calms me down...
When i'm cold...he warms me with his love...
When i'm depressed...he cheers me up...
Hubby...i loVe u...ur the one dat i need for all times...
1 comment:
wow!! snow again!! i oso wished i was there to play snowball games wif ya!! n my childhood wish was to build snowman!! haha!! stupid, but true!! well, bet u had fun playing wif the snow...
toking bout blackforest cake, i juz ate truffle 2 days ago, got 1 coffee cake waiting for me in the fridge!! hehe!! yummy!! but fattening ah...muz reli go running already, so long never exercise, die!!everyday so tired lah, can't help.. well, i'll tell my nephew in my dreams not to be so impatient to c the world...coz he come out oso come to cry onli... haha!! so juz wait a little longer lo... i know he anxious to see me lah!! hehe!! of coz u n jie fu oso lah!! haiz, no need buy so many things for newborn lah (thou i know next time i got own child i'd like to buy the whole store for them) but still, don waste $$...but if wanna buy oso can, than keep liao next time give me!! haha!! oh, and rem wat i told u online yest... juz be patient n recover after giving birth.. u'll be back to ur normal self, n then, u can judge urself whether u're being fair to ur hubby not... and whether u shd be nicer to him... i know u shd, coz he's a rare species... very nice to u... onli tat he smokes!! haiz...
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